•HOOK- -For every one that I've ever let down And every one that I've never made proud I want you to know it was not my intention Sometimes I fail like I failed to mention I am just trying my best but that does not mean I am perfect I'm less Unless you gotta better way to suggest I guess I'll just say I'm sorry sincerely yes- •Verse 1- Dosie doe goin toe to toe with the devil himself and around we go// I never do know when he may attack// I try to be ready in case he comes back// But I'm always surprised-he's always devised// The wickedest schemes while I'm closing my eyes// I've chosen to fight- but I feel like I'm losing// Not even close I'm covered bruises// Look at me man- I can't understand// What God sees in me when I can't even stand// I'm fallin apart-it's only the start// The devilish special has broken my heart// But I can't let him win- I've fallen in sin// And apart from the spirit I can't even swim// So I'm drownin again- and can't even scream// Father forgive me and rescue me please!// •HOOK- -For every one that I've ever let down And every one that I've never made proud I want you to know it was not my intention Sometimes I fail like I failed to mention I am just trying my best but that does not mean I am perfect I'm less Unless you gotta better way to suggest I guess I'll just say I'm sorry sincerely yes- •Verse 2- This is all that I know- I've never known different it's just how it goes// They call me a sinner and I don't deny it Cause I'm sick of hidin what should be exposed// It's way beyond clothes and way beyond Muzik// It's way beyond those with greater influence// It's deeper than money it's deeper than fame// It's a war for your souls and you already knew it// But you just deny it- hide it inside and// You think it's cool but really you blinded// The demons excited cause we're so enticing// We keepin em fed must be why they like us// But listen that might just- be the whole reason we fightin// Because we just keep on feedin the Lions// We gotta be down on our knees in silence// And plead with the father to step in beside us// yea •HOOK- -For every one that I've ever let down And every one that I've never made proud I want you to know it was not my intention Sometimes I fail like I failed to mention I am just trying my best but that does not mean I am perfect I'm less Unless you gotta better way to suggest I guess I'll just say I'm sorry sincerely yes- •Verse 3- I spit Scripts for Misfits who slip-in sin// Ain't tryna get rich I've been content// Simply tryna depict that we all sick// Man I'm off in the deep end won't deny it// (repeat) •HOOK- -For every one that I've ever let down And every one that I've never made proud I want you to know it was not my intention Sometimes I fail like I failed to mention I am just trying my best but that does not mean I am perfect I'm less Unless you gotta better way to suggest I guess I'll just say I'm sorry sincerely yes-

•Chorus- Y'all keep buildin' these boxes and tryna shove us in/ I just keep on breakin' 'em down so here we go again/ I'm sick and tired of artists bein' retired/ I'm not what you think I should be so stop with the shots you fire/ Look- I swear to God y'all think if I swear to God/ I'm diggin' my own grave and I'm bout to lay there and rot yea/ I'm sick of walkin' on glass just to appease you/ I'm not what you think and I am not here to please you/- •Verse 1- I'ma Jedi with the words metaphors (may the force) be with me/ Day dreaming sky walking Luke (look) these bars are risky/ They might go over your head like you lost a frisbee/ This ain't golf but I guarantee your carts are empty/ When I put up singles for sale you all dismiss me/ I could spit it hot with no regard to what the temp be/ You would still ignore but that just motivates and tempts me/ To keep goin hard and never givin' up the victory/ Most of y'all critiquein' with no room to be speakin'/ I'm freakin' sick of tweets on weekends like you been heavy drinkin'/ And thinkin' you can form an opinion about my dominion/ You're friggin' minions with too much time and not enough vision/ But I'm done entertainin' what you think I should be displayin'/ Your hatin' is motivation so I'm runnin' this race and/ I ain't trippin' on shoelaces my feet I'm keepin' em naked/ And best believe I keep prayin' while you callin'me satan/ •Chorus- Y'all keep buildin' these boxes and tryna shove us in/ I just keep on breakin' 'em down so here we go again/ I'm sick and tired of artists bein' retired/ I'm not what you think I should be so stop with the shots you fire/ Look- I swear to God y'all think if I swear to God/ I'm diggin' my own grave and I'm bout to lay there and rot yea/ I'm sick of walkin' on glass just to appease you/ I'm not what you think and I am not here to please you/- •Verse 2- Now y'all gonna take this outta context I guarantee it/ But I am not what you thought and now you gonna see it/ I been fightin' my inner demons for years now/ Steady growin' fears, flowin' tears due to peers now/ I been seekin' out affirmation for my accolades/ Aggravation growin' at a steady pace when they throwin' shade/ I was so concerned with opinions of others of my muzik/ I forgot to use it for my own soothin' it's therapeutic/ I'm feelin' bruised and abused but it's nothin' new/ If I choose this life of blues seekin'acceptance from you/ But the few that really be there still ain't fillin' the void/ I'm becoming annoyed like nobody's hearing my voice/ But I ain't seekin' attention or lookin' just to get mentions/ It's more than muzik I just use it for relievin' this tension/ So I keep pushin' and grindin' I'm fallin' down but I'm climbin'/ I'm on the rise like the Son that's comin' on the horizon/ •Chorus- Y'all keep buildin' these boxes and tryna shove us in/ I just keep on breakin' 'em down so here we go again/ I'm sick and tired of artists bein' retired/ I'm not what you think I should be so stop with the shots you fire/ Look- I swear to God y'all think if I swear to God/ I'm diggin' my own grave and I'm bout to lay there and rot yea/ I'm sick of walkin' on glass just to appease you/ I'm not what you think and I am not here to please you/- Verse 3- I'm NOT tryna spit a HOT 16/ Man I'm tryna paint a cistine chapel when this pen bleeds/ I go hard on the pad- so these verses may get leaked/ It's already bad so I may as well just see- how far I can go/ You already know- the super religious are already starting to blow/ I see the veins bulgin' some of y'all already convulsin'/ You can't even hold your composure emotional roller coaster/ How you draw the line between the believer that's self righteous/ And the other that one that may be strugglin' just to digest/ All the rules and the regulations you lying out/ Like you're livin' that perfect life that you lie about/ Listen you are not better than any other one/ Every one of us is a sinner until we don't know the Son/ This division is killin us definite defeat's imminent/ If we don't see the difference then we're facin' faith deficit/ •Chorus- Y'all keep buildin' these boxes and tryna shove us in/ I just keep on breakin' 'em down so here we go again/ I'm sick and tired of artists bein' retired/ I'm not what you think I should be so stop with the shots you fire/ Look- I swear to God y'all think if I swear to God/ I'm diggin' my own grave and I'm bout to lay there and rot yea/ I'm sick of walkin' on glass just to appease you/ I'm not what you think and I am not here to please you/-

•Verse 1- I feel like I should be medicated// Intoxicated by the hatred that I've been daily facing// Inebriated by it- but I hide it inside and// Feel like I ain't even trying to fight it// Why am I dying inside but smiling huh?// I wear a mask everytime you ask how I'm feeling// I say I'm fine but I'm lying cause I just wanna conceal it// Listen- I say I'm Christian but doubt myself more than you do// You could never put me down as much as I do so who you// Think that you're really hurting huh// Just take a look at my face-just take a look at my faith// And tell me do you really think I think I'm perfectly safe// I struggle every day-And thank the Lord for giving me another chance just to change// Feel like I'm stuck in my ways and I can't even reach out// Cause y'all just say that if I'm really saved there ain't any doubt// Y'all ain't no different than me- you think you're better than me// But everytime I try to question got no answers for me// •Hook- Everybody thinks they got the answers// And everybody thinks they got the right ones// But everytime I try to ask a question// Ain't nobody got no answers for me-huh// •Verse 2- So everyone's a theologist nowadays right// Everybody knows the Word and everything they say is right// And if you try and contradict it you are not of God// If you got your own convictions boy you bout to get the rod// And people wonder why I'm distant from the church// Why I try to spend my time with God in private with His word// Cause the moment that I disagree with someone in the body// Boy somebody bout to body me and say that I'm demonic// Man I'm trying to develop my walk and talk with authority// But evidently God is not the one with that authority// I'm supposed to trust in man and let him lead me astray huh// Well I would rather trust in God to show me the way bruh// I know that I need brothers but some of y'all wearing sheep's clothes// Blind leading blind man they end up in some deep holes// So I'm just trying to be wise and exercise discernment// Please advise that I am not one to pretend that I am perfect// •Hook- Everybody thinks they got the answers// And everybody thinks they got the right ones// But everytime I try to ask a question// Ain't nobody got no answers for me-huh//

Verse One- Im so sick of livin with this constant weight/ Upon my shoulders like a squat rack I'm bout to break/ Feel like I'm livin in a nightmare I can't wake from/ Feel like I'm in a fight that's not fair and I can't run/ I'm cryin out but ain't nobody tryna hear me/ It's like I'm in a padded room and ain't nobody near me ah!/ Am I really krayzie or am I day dreaming/ Cause I don't know which way is up that's why I stay screaming/ Father God I need ya help cause I am just too weak/ They say that seven days without prayer can make one weak/ So that must be why I feel I am constantly in defeat/ When I should really be steady walkin in victory/ Hook- -I'm just so Stuck I'm so far In my thoughts are Carnal I don't want this Knowledge (REPEAT) Verse Two- See I'm livin in the world but I'm supposed to be different/ Some say it's really no big deal but I'm supposed to be Christian/ So now I'm trippin like hold on a fricken minute man/ I thought I was supposed be sinless but I am just a man/ I thought that Christ was supposed to be truth and life/ And the chosen were few and wide so I'm hopin that you and I can make the cut/ I'm goin nuts cause I'm thinkin I ain't enough/ But I'm forgettin Christ sacrificed His life-for you and us yea/ But I still feel stuck so I'm lookin up and I praise God/ With or without what I want my life is what I gave God/ Because He gave first so to speak He really gave birth/ And I don't have a clue why He done it why I have any worth/ Hook- -I'm just so Stuck I'm so far In my thoughts are Carnal I don't want this Knowledge (REPEAT) Verse 3- I'm weak- But thank God for that- His power is perfected when I fall like that- (Repeat 4x) I'm weak...so weak (Repeat) I'm SICK... Hook- -I'm just so Stuck I'm so far In my thoughts are Carnal I don't want this Knowledge

This industry will tell you sign this dotted line/ This industry will tell you it will all be fine/ This industry will tell you that you bout to shine/ But this industry will say anything except it's a lie-(yeeeeaaa)/ The truth is that they makin' money all off the success you reap/ But they don't mention what they keep (no)/ They just tryna make a fortune- you are just the mule that's slavin' to pave a way for em/ Look- I'm just bein' real but they are artificial/ I just keep my art official pushin' for my full potential/ Catch me workin' daily see resting is not on my agenda/ My itinerary is sorta scary that's why I penned a/ New release when will I cease? When I'm deceased/ I'm diseased catch an infection when you stand next to me ya/ That's means I'm viral sickness spreadin' where I go/ Venom in my pen and I'm writin' a suicide note/ That means I killed it, now I no longer feel sick/ I feel lit, like I'm on fire cannot conceal it/ I'm burnin' up and I'm fixin' to turn it up yea/ Burner set on high and I'm fryin' like I was lightin' the sky and/ I'm like a lightnin' strike in the darkest part of the night/ A small bark but I bite, and I ain't scared of a fight/ I'm well prepared for this not likely you'll compare to this/ If you judge by comparison you'll likely never pair us in/ Yea, but you can count on me to bring it/ Like I worked for UPS I'm shippin' out and you're receivin'/ If you have been holdin' your breath I suggest that you release it/ I'm about to take my own and I'ma excel (exhale) at screamin'/ Listen- when I writ this/ I was trippin' str8 feelin' like I'm mixed in/ But I witness- all this sickness and I'm done playin' like I can forgive this/ Man I'm pissed off- been pissed on, by the same ones sayin' that I criss crossed/ And now they sayin' that I been gone/ But I been right here pennin' this song/ So now what? Talk is cheap/ Run a big game but you small and meek/ Throwin' that shade make you all look weak/ But you in my shadow ain't as tall as me/ Yea....this pen game is insane/ but too much pride will close my eyes/ Like an anesthetic that's in vein (vain) Yea... Y'all go ahead and start pickin' this song apart, tearin' it down ya know what I'm sayin', but you prolly missin' the whole point. This industry ain't there for you...They don't care for you...they using you like a paid slave...you ain't free just cause you get that bag....seek first the kingdom.... Then everything else will come....yea, it's G3 Muzik....yea, y'all already know...hate it if you want to...it's all good...

Verse 1- I used to plead blood til it clotted up/ All the homies was leaches until they got enough/ Then they wanna get mad at the host/ When he cut off the supply give a damn if he chokes look/ Now some of y'all will twist ya face up at that line/ Sayin yo I thought you was a Christian but THAT'S why/ I've been discouraged and hurtin' cause y'all keep actin' like/ You're on some balcony how can you be so full of pride?/ Your live your life while judging mine but I wonder why/ You think that you're better than me-like all you do is right/ Like we don't all fall short you think the ball's in ya court/ But you can't handle it damage is what you causing of course/ You bring division when speakin' on your opinions/ So focused on theology miss the point of the mission/ I'm here to finish distinguishing differences in religion/ And relationship listen- you need to pay more attention look/ Hook- I blame God!- for all the good I've got in my life/ And all the blessings that I take for granted often I might/ Just blame God!- for everything He's doin and done/ Forever grateful for the sacrifice He gave with His son/ Verse 2- I'm supposed to be a better man but I struggle with sin/ Not supposed to be a bitter man but still I'm strugglin/ Feel like I'm walking on glass everytime they ask/ Ayo bro ain't you a Christian... Yes I am/ But-that don't mean that I ain't got my flaws just like the rest of us/ I try to see the best in us but lately I've been stressing much/ And I ain't one to deal with that like I'm supposed to do/ I tend to lean on vices so enticing for a broken fool/ Feel like I'm losing myself- forgettin who I am/ I feel like I'm losing myself- I'm stuck in quicksand/ I'm taking this stand- but feel like I need a crutch/ Feel I'm like always never doin' enough/ And I ain't trying to complain or throw a party of pity/ All I'm really tryna say is these demons are tryna get me/ And I really need to pray Lord Jesus please come and get me/ Maranatha Father God I'm begging that You forgive me/ Hook- I blame God!- for all the good I've got in my life/ And all the blessings that I take for granted often I might/ Just blame God!- for everything He's doin and done/ Forever grateful for the sacrifice He gave with His son/ Verse 3- I gotta say the way y'all be looking at me some kind of way/ Like I ain't supposed to be here and I ain't got nothing real to say/ Well let me say that I ain't no different than you except by faith/ And you can have it too by accepting the truth that light the way yea/ See the spirit has lifted me feeling differently gifted me with the words to spread the truth through music ministry/ Simply put Jesus lives in me homie I'm on a mission see/ I know I'm young and reckless but Jesus looks at me differently/ He saved from myself when I battled with mental health/ And without Him I'd surely be in a battle with death itself/ But I'm out on bail with His help and that cell in hell for myself/ Has been destroyed by the one who defeated hell in itself yea/ That's my rock and He's already gave me a spot/ that I'm daily praying to reach to the glory of my God/ And it's only by His Grace that I'm even seeking His face/ And I'm praying that you would too man come join me running this race/ Hook- I blame God!- for all the good I've got in my life/ And all the blessings that I take for granted often I might/ Just blame God!- for everything He's doin and done/ Forever grateful for the sacrifice He gave with His son/

•Verse 1- All of these words are stuck in my head/ can't seem to get em to come through this pen/ I scream and I cry and I yell at the sky and I wonder why God didn't leave me for dead/ See I was born with a noose on my neck/ Umbilical cord it chocked me to death/ I wasn't breathing no I wasn't screaming and I was so blue that you wouldn't believe it/ Look- fast forward to when I was a teen with a heart full of love and head full of dreams/ Living it up if ya know what I mean but the enemy plots and ya know that he schemes/ First he went for my family- when he split us up and that damaged me/ Sent me str8 into a panic see but I would bury that never let you see/ How bad it really messed me up on the inside I was deeply cut/ On the outside I would wear a smile keep it rugged tho my facade was tough/ Soon to follow was the drinkin and drugs- killing the pain and then keeping it numb/ Dyin' in vain but livin' for blood- bangin' the gang it was never enough/ Everything that I did to- forget the pain that I lived through/ Never seem to do anything but come full circle like a spliff do/ Rollin' it up and then pass it around-lay on my back as I look at the clouds/ Hopin' and dreamin' and sayin' aloud God if you're up there why don't you come down/ I need you Lord to come show me how- I'm sposed to cope with what I'm chokin' down/ Hopeless broken I've spoken loud- but you don't seem to be home right now/ Guess I'll come back but I'd run back to vices yea shoulda known that/ Weak in need of a friend indeed but I'd push away that ones that plead/ •Verse 2- I often wonder what it'd be like to laugh again/ Because it's back again depression keeps attackin' man/ I'm in hell again often off in my cell again inside my head// Trying with all it might to pry the bars again// We're very rarely aware of the overpowering morality// till we come face to face with our mortality// Imagine the_surprise_ when I open up_ my eyes_// and realize that real lies are what's surrounding me// These voices just keep on talkin'// and tellin' me that I'm hammerin' nails into my own coffin// I've lost it and I got no intent on seekin' to find// I been outta my mind way too long to go back inside// And plus the doors locked- I ain't never seen that key// Besides I'm better on the outside where I can be free// Cause when I'm in there I been scared and definitely// Afraid that I won't make it out again if I'm in too deep// So I just- keep on hopin'and prayin' for regulation// Debatin' on whether I should just face it or be complacent// I'm too impatient to wait and just hope for the best// I may just be holdin' my breath- but I'd just be chokin'to death// Abrasions are on my neck ya// •Verse 3- I really needed to get this off my chest and address/ All this stress that's progressively increased like a press/ And you best believe, I give the best of me/ To this muzik and I use it as a stress relief/ So when I get to wanderin' off, the beaten path/ Don't just assume I must be lost without even givin'a chance/ I'm very firm in my stance and I'm planted in good soil/ Roots have grown deep to The Son I remain loyal/ But- don't you think that I'm perfect in any way/ I don't deserve it never earned it I'm sinful in all ways/ I'm deservin' of unnervin' incredibly harsh pain/ But I'm worth it as His servant divergent in my faith/ Yeeaa- we are not alike and that is not a problem/ Fam, if it is for you then only you can solve it/ Lamb, that is what He was now He's a Lion/ Damned, that is what I'll be if I deny Him/ Listen I ain't even dismissin' the fact that I'm a sinner/ Hardened and remarkably awful temper and plus I'm bitter/ I'm just pointin' out an alternative mas anointed route/ Wherein doubt you can move mountains by faith that you're endowed with/

Another day past... is another battle within my mind/ Tug of war with my emotions but I repeat that I am fine/ Walk the line and play along- but really I'm a mess inside/ Missin pieces to the puzzle... that never seem to just align/ I need a sign but feel I'm blind and I won't see it anyway/ So instead I close my eyes and just repeat what I always pray/ Father God I know you hear me- and I know your plans are perfect Lord/ So I'm just waiting for Your Will to be fulfilled not mine but Yours/ Take away this heavy yolk- please just give me yours instead/ I know our burdens don't compare-You gave your life so I could live/ But Lord I'm weak and selfish too/ I feel the truth is I abuse/ The very gifts you've given me/ But I feel like I don't have a clue/ I'm screaming and I'm crying out/ Release me now I'm feelin bound/ Although I know what was done and how/ I can't explain why I'm in doubt/ Help me Lord to stay the course/ Break my heart for what breaks yours/ Teach me Reach me where I am/ And help me Lord to trust your plan/ I know that I can't breath without you/ Deaf and blind can't see without you/ In my mind I think about you/ And then I speak and preach about you/ But who am I that I should live/ I should have died-instead you did/ And so I cry cause you forgive/ Alive in Christ and dead...to sin/ Please....Lord won't You Save Me....Oh Lord won't You Save Me....Please....