Chorus

They tell my condition is incurable//
They tell me that I need to take these drugs to numb the pain//
It's days like this- I just wish that I could re-write my history//
But I must live with my mistakes//

Verse One

I might look the way you think but don't judge by my cover//
My character ain't in my clothes in my style or color//
I'm not defined by ya stereotypes No barriers might//
Hold limits ain't no gimmicks or parodies on the mic//
Nah_ It's all me one hundred percent real//
I can't run away from my past ignore how I feel//
I gotta deal with my mistakes and take some chances//
Can't forget what got me here and take it all for granted//
Man my God is with me and He'll never forget me//
Always uplift me quickly and NO He ain't shifty//
like them shadows I battle my head is So rattled//
I hear them voices whisper in my ear like they tattle//
Tellin me that I ain't nowhere near good enough//
But my God says that I am just a diamond in the rough//
So_ I ain't hearin all that nonsense and chatter//
I'ma step up to the plate and say swing batter batter//

Chorus

They tell my condition is incurable//
They tell me that I need to take these drugs to numb the pain//
It's days like this- I just wish that I could re-write my history//
But I must live with my mistakes//

Verse Two

This life is crazy in the fast lane pushin 80//
Come on baby why you actin shady hop in my Mercedes//
I'm goin str8 to the top Ain't no contemplating//
Repercussions all that does is make it seem more complicated//
She puts her arm around my shoulder man she's gettin bolder//
And I told her I was married but she just kept right on goin//
She steady flirtin til my attention has been diverted//
Now I'm lustin losin all discernment what a great diversion//
I'm back to porn but a month ago I'm quotin Spergeon//
I went from window shoppin girls now I'm flat out splurgin//
Wish I could recreate myself into a better version//
got me questionin if maybe I'm a false conversion//
It's days like this I fall to my knees boy//
this is true religion I ain't talkin bout the jeans//
When you hit rock bottom and there's nothin in between//
Your only hope for survival fully lies on the King//

Chorus

They tell my condition is incurable//
They tell me that I need to take these drugs to numb the pain//
It's days like this- I just wish that I could re-write my history//
But I must live with my mistakes//

Verse Three

Yea_See the media will trip ya up twist it up//
Make ya think that you need drugs to fix ya up//
But it's all lies man wolves are in disguise man//
Make ya think that they just sheep but really you the blind man//
But they don't wanna tell ya_That you could see clear//
They wanna keep ya in a trance livin in fear//
They wanna control ya mind and ya soul man//
Keep it on the low so you don't know you're in control man//
And they don't wanna tell ya_Who really runs the show//
Cause they deny Him and they tryn act we don't know//
They wanna keep your dependence on them and them alone//
Cause they don't want ya livin on Faith in a God who's in control//
So they just feed ya the propaganda and nonsense//
Hopin you don't notice they really just false prophets//
Yea_See I'm just tryna open up ya mind//
Hopin that ya notice you're walkin towards a cliff blind//

Chorus

They tell my condition is incurable//
They tell me that I need to take these drugs to numb the pain//
It's days like this- I just wish that I could re-write my history//
But I must live with my mistakes//